Thursday, August 26, 2010

Going places

This one i dreamt this afternoon when i was taking a short nap.

"i am in a van with my brother and 3 other friends. its a white versa. we drive through the rainy streets and we reach the Bandra-Worli sea link. the rain is lashing down on us. i remember it not being too cold but a little humid. I knew something was going to happen because i didnt like bombay so much. I just had this notion that this was the crime capital of india and that anytime anything can happen. Then as though my thoughts changed into images, this big van screeched to a stop next to us and thugs got out. i panicked and asked everyone to get inside and took control of the car. And drove away from the scene. i remember seeing a Lifestyle store on the way with abhishek bachchan's poster. I remember his having a dimple. I remember the sea link looking majestic. It was a persepective view of the link that i was seeing. It was truly a sight to be remembered"

I've not been to bombay in over 10 years now.

Lovers in the Blue

Its been awhile since i had a dream that i remembered. So when i remembered this one, it was a kind of a relief for me. And i think this dream was a result of a conversation i had previously that night.

I am with my lovers. They are my partners.and its not one. Its 2 of them. They are not men. They are women. And they are not Indian. One's a blonde and the other ones a brunette. i remember her having a turkish accent. the brunette. and she had dark hair and she was hot. And i distinctly remember them being my lovers because i think we were always together. But it was already an established fact that we were lovers. The former part of the dream is in a blur. I do not know what we have done but we have done some major crime in the city and we are trying to escape that. i jump to the Dubai Abra and swim across to the other side. its a long swim. Only the brunette is with me. we suddenly panic because we cant find the blonde. She suddenly emerges from the water and scares the crap out of us. Then i remember telling her that i dont know how to swim but suddenly i know how to. Then a tree appears in the middle of the water for us to hold on to since we are exhausted from the swimming. the water is clear blue and i feel no fear about swimming or creepy crawly creatures"

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

The bigger picture or the smaller?

i keep minimizing and maximizing a web page.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Live-"in"g in Bombay

I seem to be having a live in relationship with him in Bombay or something. Because we are living in this 4 storey building. i think we are on the 4th floor looking over a lit up highway.The house was small. Enough for 2. It had a medium sized hall and a bedroom. And a small balcony where i distinctly remember the clothes hanging over a cloth line. I seem to be making coffee and he's looking over the calendar ticking out days. It was an october. Suddenly the bell rings, and he realizes that his mother has dropped in for a surprise visit. I tell him that i will stand behind the door and then slip out when she comes in, But he somehow convinces me to stay saying that his mother's eyesight is lousy and she wont even realise that im there. She finally comes in. True to his word, she cant spot me. Or she doesnt sense that im around. She sits around, fiddles with his things, clothes etc. Says that he has got a nice place. And then she starts moving around the house. I try to avoid her by running around. i duck and go into the balcony. She reaches there to get a towel. As she reaches out her hand she almost touches my face, but i lean to the right so that she doesnt. i start making threatening eye contacts with him asking him to do something! she goes in for a bath. He comes, hugs me, cups my face, consoles me and tells me that she will leave in awhile and then we can go have dinner at some nice place.