The Rain

Okay, now suddenly my dreams are getting clearer. This was a scary dream i had yesterday. Its wierd how these dreams look so real and vivid in your head. I wonder whether there's this little tiny screen inside the corner of my head where the subconscious me is sitting and watching what the subconscious me is doing. Because all my dreams are of course, third person. It's like im sitting and watching a movie which is my dream. Anyways, back to my very vivid dream. This was at about 2.30 am, when there was rain outside, replete with thunder and lightning. The power had gone off. The lights were flickering and the fans had come to a momentary still. And i was sweating like crazy. Sweat rolling down my spine all the way till my waist. Like a train rolling down a slope. And then, i had a fear that went all the way up till my finger ends.


I am standing in the middle of a highway. Pouring rain and lightning crashing down on the black tar roads, now glistening with the water and the yellow light lamps from above. There was a slight flicker in the lamp and i remember that very familiar light movement fused with the rain that makes the bulb look like an arcade ight. You know? the ones that go round and round. Anyways, He was standing there in front of me. A black cadillac stood beside him. And he looked at me, water dripping down his forehead. His earlobes had a drop almost about to fall too. He held my hand and stroked my ring with his thumb. And then, he left. He got into the car and left. i stood on the highway. Cold and wet. Surrounded by nothingness. Lonely. On a highway. And i was thinking, Where am i?

Rain has been a frequent occurrence in my dreams now. I dont know what that means. But this is what the universal meaning is.

Psychological Meaning: Rain usually represents cleansing and purification. It can also represent the release of tension that comes after a storm or a period of crying. Rain replenishes and brings fertility so it may also symbolise that you are opening to a new phase of personal growth in your life. Your dream says ‘Don’t worry for soon the grey clouds will be gone and light will shine in your life once more.’

Mystical Meaning: To dream of rain is generally considered a good omen unless of course the rain is falling on cattle for this means a business loss of some kind. Rain usually represents cleansing and purification. It can also represent the release of tension that comes after a storm or a period of crying. Rain replenishes and brings fertility so it may also symbolise that you are opening to a new phase of personal growth in your life. Your dream says ‘Don’t worry for soon the grey clouds will be gone and light will shine in your life once more.’

So, interestingly now i am beginning to remember my dreams. Its good.

Losing Clarity

There was some murder involved. I had covered it up. And then my mother calls me up and asks me why is there a murder twist to this because apparently, it went off as a normal suicide case. And then i start shitting bricks.


Why are my dreams not clear?

Vivid has been lost

Its been a very long time since Ive had a vivid dream. I think yesterday, i had some dream where there was S,Ro, Nan, Lak and Srini AND loud mouth with us. There was a haunted house, there was a post office, a police officer, a highway, some buildings, some greenery, a boat with me and nan, a wedding, some water, Loud mouth's high pitched voice.

And nothing is vivid. You know, i did a story on dreams and its interpretation. How we have dream diaries and how we record all of them. As if, one day someones going to interpret them. Why do we keep dream diaries? Why the incessant need to record everything? Read on.

Inputs from Michael Lennox.